do you ever get the urge to get up in the middle of the night while everyone else is fast asleep and just walk places and to be completely alone and entirely dedicated to your thoughts
yes but the problem is i dont want to get murdered u feel me
i feel you
we all feel you
why are so many people touching me
This is why you don’t walk around in the middle of the night
While I’m losing my mind, I hope you’re falling asleep.
I don’t know how to keep my mind from going to the places I hate the most at night. It seems like I have lost all strength to hide the things I don’t want to think about. I don’t know how to think that everything will be alright in the morning. I don’t know where to run or how to save myself. The night wraps it’s arms around me and lets me know that it wants me to feel everything I have been hiding from.
I wish I was 11 years old again.
[She shuts her eyes.] Drifts off, untroubled, everything clear, and radiant, and all at once.
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| — | Khaled Hosseini, from And the Mountains Echoed (via the-final-sentence) |
